October 2011
3 posts
Questions
Is there nothing here for me? I’ve searched as far as I can see. My eyes are bad, but even so, if love is real, I just don’t know. Is desire like a flame? You feel the heat but can’t contain the way in which the air will blow, it starts to flicker, dies out slow. Is someone’s word the best they have? He says the words but doesn’t stand behind them like he promised me, so what I hear is...
September 2011
1 post
July 2010
3 posts
Just Fine
Sleep, sleep well, today is through, Tomorrow, we know, begins anew the cycle which we’ve come to know; Near end, it lets excitement grow. But minutes pass the hours by, The weekend, as we know, will fly in light of all the tears I’ve cried, Again we’ll have to say goodbye. Before our time comes to an end, The knowledge that I have to lend is that my heart will break and bend,...
Week One
The days add up. They pass in a slow, and painful manor. It’s almost as if the days themselves are taunting you; Every hour, every minute, and every second. In the beginning it seems to be just that: the beginning. Nothing more and nothing less. It’s just something to get through, it’s just one week. But the impact isn’t understood for days to come. As the days wear on,...
Wide eyed
No part of me is currently demanding sleep. I can’t remember the last time I was this wide awake at three in the morning. I’m sitting in a basement; to my right someone is sleeping, upstairs someone is passed out on the ground, and two more are falling asleep on the second floor. According to a previously devised plan, we’re all getting up to clean in about two and a half hours....
June 2010
3 posts
Porcelain
One of my favorite memories is of only a moment. The street was completely blocked off to traffic and overrun by people. The sidewalks were lined with tents and carts. As we attempted to make our way to Spring Street, we pushed through the crowd in a wasted effort. The amount of people in the street increased by the block, making our journey more and more difficult. As we came nearer to the stage...
The Busy World
So much is going on in the busy, busy world. But while the Gulf of Mexico becomes increasingly oleaginous, and countries submerge themselves in hostilities and war, and every part of the world aims to protect the societies they live in- everything makes less sense. Ultimately, what is the point or significance of societal code? Even the idea of society in general. It’s simply an idea,...
Sleepers
Everyone was asleep downstairs. I left my blanket and pillow and quietly escaped to an upstairs room where I more comfortably slept for a few hours. I woke up at seven in the morning. With no desire to be considered rude in any way for ditching the others, I quietly returned to the basement to find that my blanket had been stolen. No one was awake. I sat there for a few moments, playing with my...
April 2010
3 posts
Where
Where did it go? I once had my soul, it floated about, so lightly and whole. Then one day we met, you stared it straight through and then it was gone, forever with you. Where did you go? Your still have my soul, you carry it with you, unkowing, untold.
February 2010
20 posts
Maybe I'm a Coward
But I’d rather live with regret than divulge my anger and desire to you.
I read an article today pertaining to a book that blamed feminism for false expectations of love. The author of the article disagreed with the message of the book, which was to settle for “good enough” instead of looking for unobtainable love. Clearly the bitterness displayed in the book is the...
Supporting the opposition
Oh, Iranian Regime, I can only hope the opposition overthrows you before your nuclears are aimed and ready to destroy Israel and the entire Western world.
I previously wrote a blog about the “tempts and threats of Iran”, claiming that there is no visible way of dealing with the Iranian problem. However, I now disagree with that statement, because we do have an available option; one...
The FOX mindset
The media maelstrom of political opinion and spin is seemingly and irrationally dominating the minds of many. News organizations such as FOX pander to the rational fears of americans and mindlessly morph them into hyperbolic scenarios in which the actions of the federal government are constantly conspiring against the citizen. While some Republicans certainly have valid values, concerns and ideas,...
No Longer
No longer does your name hold connotations to my love, I’m withdrawing from the power you held over me once, Your involvement in my life has been mere but overdone, I know it’s time to let you go, the day has finally come. No longer can I stand the thought of you and I as one, You’ve changed and become something that I could never want, As months continue slowly, and days go on...
Good Morning
I’m sitting up awake while the other two are asleep. The bed was so soft it hurt my back and I couldn’t fall back to sleep this morning. The pillows hurt my neck. The blanket was fluffy and warm and the pillows were soft and firm at the same time; I was uncomfortably comfortable. I slept incredibly well, and straight through the night. The only problem was falling back to sleep at 9 AM...
The Way I Am
I thoroughly understand the term, “Love can’t save you”. It’s almost a scary thought at this time, as it has shattered the rather juvenile idea that if I could get what I want, I’d be okay. But it’s also liberating. I just know that there are things we know we’ll never say to someone, and things we know we have to. And the difficulty is when those two...
The things I plan
I constantly imagine scenarios in which I can express my thoughts to everyone with whom I’ve held back. I always promise I’ll never miss another opportunity, I won’t. However, the opportunity never comes along again, or hasn’t yet, and that’s the misfortune of failing to act the first, and quite possibly the only time a chance presents itself. I realize that for...
Jon Stewart is amazing.
Honestly, he holds the media and the government accountable for their actions and jokingly points out the ignorance and stupidity present in Americans. He has reasonable and rational views, is intelligent and factual, and not to mention handsome. More so when he was younger. But in all seriousness, Jon Stewart, regardless of what he may think, is an important figure in American politics and media,...
Radiohead - Creep You float like a feather in a...
Jon Stewart on O'Riley
More of Jon Stewart on the O’Riley Factor tonight on FOX, which i’m excited about. Last night was great; Jon Stewart is incredibly intelligent and witty, which is why I adore him so. The Daily Show this week has been great, as well. Especially Tuesday night when Brian Williams was the guest. (Two hot/relatively old guys! Haha). Also, the more they talk about Barack Obama, the State of...
The Kooks - Higher Ground
I promise i'm not weird...
It’s just been difficult to apply my intellectual thought to anything lately but the idea of you. But it’s too nice outside today to sit inside my room and think, anyway.
In eleven days i’ll be out of New York and into the sun. Hello February, you’re seemingly more hopeful than January.
The Kooks- I want you back
January 2010
25 posts
Minus the Bear- The Fix
Thoughts
My mind is currently a random assortment of thoughts, both good and bad. I had a great day today, which is strange considering the way it began, but regardles… I plan on having a great upcoming week as well, based on plans I made today. It could only be better if it wasn’t freezing cold outside. I wish it were summer. I miss camping and warmth. But this summer was the year i’ve...
Anonymous asked: why be vegetarian and not take the step to be vegan? vegetarianism doesn't help anyone it's just a copout to feel like you are doing something good in your life.
Blue Skies - Noah and the Whale
Disorienting experience
I thought this was pretty funny. I actually took a nap today, because I was tired from last night I guess. I was woken up when someone walked into my room and turned my light on for a minute before turning it off again. I literally thought it was my mom using my mirror as she got ready for work. So I didn’t look, but then I heard someone on my computer and found my brother there. So I asked...
Anonymous asked: What would you do if I kissed you?
Because I'm going to do it :)
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Because I'm going to do it :)
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